Rain on my parade..

The hotel biz has been really hard to stick with lately. In my head I need to prepare for the real world and I don't think I'm suited for hotels. I love the people I work with. The work just sucks. The problem was I had no idea what I wanted to do. I was at work on Friday when I got a random phone call. It was a lady wanting to set up an interview to be her assistant. She works/I think owns, a few radio stations. I would be working with clients, setting up promotions, filing, and designing stuff on the computer. Very flexible hours and she seems like a great lady to work for, granted I talked to her only for 20 minutes. I got a very good feeling about this after talking with her. She even said she wasn't too concerned with my resume, which was good because I only had a rough draft of one since I never planned on needing it. (I always wanted to go to Cosmetology school after I graduated Bradley.) So the e-mail has been set, and a meeting hopefully will happen within the next week! Prayer REquest please!!

Then comes the rain. I have realized today I am financially struggling again. I'm in over my head in debt. Car payments, cell phone bills, insurance, gas, credit cards, utilities, the list goes on and on. I know God will provide for me...but what if I don't have a car to drive? See my grandparents put money towards what I owe on my car for Christmas and my birthday, so in my head at least payments to my past due balances were being made......well my buddy Selina sent me a letter today informing me again I'm still past due. Dangit. I need some major prayers that God would slap some sense in me when it comes to money. I am so quick to pick up the tab for others becuase I know they would do it for me, or invite someone to dinner to catch up and then realize afterward I could only afford bread and water.

Some people like that struggle, because it brings them closer to God. I don't have that peace.....

on a better note::I'm feeling 10x better healthwise! No more mono!