Sad Day.

So lately I haven't been myself. I've noticed that my happy-go lucky personality has turned into a questioning frequently doubting life style. I hate it. But it seems no matter what I do I can't change it. I feel as though I am in a spiritual drought.

I am experiencing many changes in my life and the next 6 months will just be even worse. I think it scares me tremendously and I am afraid what will happen. The easiest way for me to deal with that is alone. I can't even describe the feeling that overcomes me feeling that I have absolutely no control in any situation anymore. So to any of you that have noticed a difference in my attitude and anyone that has the time I'd appreciate some prayers. I just wish things would be the same as they used to be....


POG to you...and hopefully to myself as well.